Here's a question"Would you rather be blind or deaf?
I mean for me, i love music so being deaf, i will miss the music a lot (not talking though...hehe) hmmmm.... well being blind means it limit you to do a lot things by yourself... so that is more of a handicap.
I think i chose deaf...maybe becos it be more peaceful that way. but still... we still have the internet to see "words"..... words with no sound, but people's word which you are reading it with your own interpretation. And that's the problem with e-mail sometimes, it gets confusing with emotionless words.... that are just simply words.
One day i like to be in the mountains and drink a cup of wine like this from Ashes of Time...
Well... according to the Union Rescue Mission, people like me who don't have a stable income paying job and living off someone is consider a homeless. I can just say... i am super lucky. Good thing i have a loving Auntie who understand and supports me by giving me free rent in Chinatown for the time being! hahaha... but yes... I am consider a homeless.
Just when money is about to run dry, the Lord once again steps in and provides. Weird... i applied to all these simple odd jobs like teaching little kids, janitor, super market person, etc. they all never reply me. And at the right time (this coming month May), seriously... i only had like very minimum of money left... i think even some homeless probably have more then me from the government checks.... God provided me through some sales from ricebowlfactory, freelance video shoots, editing wedding video and yes... I have to finish Keitha's 3 Couch and 1 Chair (Thank You for the orders again!)
Like a primary kid trying to learn about colors, being a lazzzy idoitioic crybaby dude... i realize that mixing color makes a whole lot difference.
Here's a cigarette box inspire by the cigarette boxes in Singapore. Beleive me i use to smoke like 1 pack a day. And yeap... once i get up in the morning, the first thing i do is go to the toilet and smoke my ciggies or in the U.K. some called it "fags" ...hahaha. And on those cigarette boxes, the surgeon health warning would read "SMOKING KILLS" or like this one "Smoking Causes Cancer". And you know what... it does really makes you unhealthy and stinky and it is just so addicting. When i was working in Singapore and no one was there to tell me what to do... I walk to the bus stop to work smoking... get to work check in, then go to smoke. Work for 2 hours, smoke again. Lunch time... smoke again. After lunch... smoke again. 2 hours after lunch.... smoke again...etc. I think the only time that i stop was sleeping time. So that was the addiction. And is the delinquent life that i lead before i was set free! hahaha
Apreciation photos from Hellen miller and tomothecat. Hope to see more photos y'all in the future!
Lets just enjoy life and try to be healthy and be creative as we can be... and lets just be loving toward one another.
Well its a great sunny day here in L.A... i like it... kind of windy too, but i know, my Portland friend would say "blah blah blah blah blah .... Portland is Subterranea.... grantee better than L.A. seriously!" Well... its about perspective dude, but Portland is a cool place.
Peace & God Bless You!







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