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A broken dream?

Well, looking from the date of this photo, it reads 2007.

By the time i finish this toy... it was like 2008.   I don't even know what i did or accomplish... its seems like life can be such a total failure when everything you create is just being ignore, especially when you want to make a living out it.  But then again, i can't blame anyone for being uninterested when at times, i am not interested myself. Since i was worrying too much about making money and try to make a living out of it. 

And that is a problem, being uninterested in your own art work and always worrying about how to earn a living from it all.  I mean of course there is nothing wrong for wanting to earn a living and have stable healthy clean life.  But if our first intention is about making money, then we might as well go and work in a office in a 9 to 5 job (nothing wrong with this). What i'm trying to say is, if there is no love in to the work and effort, the work will only be half love.  But if your doing something out of LOVE, then the joy and peace will eventually show in your work!

So after about 3 years of wondering around, I realize that i was very lazy, but lately i discover that laziness is not a problem, is just an excuse.  Fear is the problem... fear of being ignore and rejected.

Now is time to face that fear!

God Bless You!